phantisma: (Eliot Pointing)
Title: Escaping Eden
Author/Artist: [livejournal.com profile] amara_m / [livejournal.com profile] phantisma
Giftee:[livejournal.com profile] demonic_fish
Pairing: Eliot centric (no real pairing, though there's non-con OMC/Eliot of a sort)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: So not mine, because I couldn't afford them...
A/N: I hope you like this, my dear....I ended up sort of picking bits out of your likes and your various prompts and this is what fell out.
Warnings: Includes non-con penetration with a phallic device...and some pretty heavy violence. Extreme Eliot whumping.

Summary: After the team scatters, Eliot lands a solo job that turns out to be more than he bargained for.

He's never really had a job go so spectacularly bad so very fast. )
phantisma: (Papa)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: cado in nusquam (lapsus ex venia) (Part One, cado in nusquam, Part two, haud sileo pro scelestus, Part Three, angelus in meus umerus humerus)
Pairing/Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, John (sort of)
Rating: A very serious NC-17
Word Count: 3650
Summary: Dean died and went to hell, while Sam was left to carry on without his brother. Sam now attempts to adjust to having his brother back, and what that means, and what Dean isn't telling him, all while hiding a few secrets of his own. This switches the story to Sam's POV, and is a rough re-write of episode two, "Are you There God, It's Me Dean Winchester"

Warnings: This is maybe the darkest thing I've ever written, and those of you who have read my work know I don't say these things lightly. This at the very least rivals the "P!Verse"...in some ways it goes darker places than that. There is rape/non-con, dub-con, there is torture, both physical and mental. This part of this fic does not contain any real comfort.

A/Ns: This began as a comment fic prompt that simply wouldn't leave me alone. Then I was surrounded by dirty, filthy enablers (I'm eyeing [livejournal.com profile] varkelton and [livejournal.com profile] denyce specifically here). I haven't seen fandom really address the issue of John and his year in hell in light of Dean's revelation that 4 months was like 40 years...and if Dean broke in 30 years, how much longer could John have held out? In my mind for this, John escapes hell in "All Hell Breaks Loose" but isn't necessarily the John we remember...and what happens after he kills his enemy is murky at best...what if he was just far enough gone that he never could come back? I've been told my Latin grammar sucks. I realize this. I'm mostly using an online translator to get something aproximating what I want it to be.


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lapsus ex venia (sliding from grace) )
phantisma: (Dean neck)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: cado in nusquam (angelus in meus umerus humerus) (Part One, cado in nusquam, Part two, haud sileo pro scelestus
Pairing/Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby, John/Dean
Rating: A very serious NC-17
Word Count: 4335
Summary: Dean got out of hell, but still isn't sure what is real and what isn't. This is largely a re-write of episode 4X01 "Lazurus Rising"...and what Dean's dealing with after the first two parts of this story.

Warnings: This is maybe the darkest thing I've ever written, and those of you who have read my work know I don't say these things lightly. This at the very least rivals the "P!Verse"...in some ways it goes darker places than that. There is rape/non-con, dub-con, there is torture, both physical and mental. This part of this fic does not contain any real comfort.

A/Ns: This began as a comment fic prompt that simply wouldn't leave me alone. Then I was surrounded by dirty, filthy enablers (I'm eyeing [livejournal.com profile] varkelton and [livejournal.com profile] denyce specifically here). I haven't seen fandom really address the issue of John and his year in hell in light of Dean's revelation that 4 months was like 40 years...and if Dean broke in 30 years, how much longer could John have held out? In my mind for this, John escapes hell in "All Hell Breaks Loose" but isn't necessarily the John we remember...and what happens after he kills his enemy is murky at best...what if he was just far enough gone that he never could come back?


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angelus in meus umerus humerus (angel on my shoulder) )
phantisma: (Dean neck)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: cado in nusquam (haud sileo pro scelestus)
Pairing: Alistair/John/Dean
Other Characters: Sam
Rating: A very serious NC-17
Word Count: 3396
Summary: Dean gave in, gave up, but he isn't promised freedom, only the addition of pleasure to the pain.

Warnings: This is maybe the darkest thing I've ever written, and those of you who have read my work know I don't say these things lightly. This at the very least rivals the "P!Verse"...in some ways it goes darker places than that. There is rape/non-con, dub-con, there is torture, both physical and mental. This part of this fic does not contain any real comfort.

A/Ns: This began as a comment fic prompt that simply wouldn't leave me alone. Then I was surrounded by dirty, filthy enablers (I'm eyeing [livejournal.com profile] varkelton and [livejournal.com profile] denyce specifically here). I haven't seen fandom really address the issue of John and his year in hell in light of Dean's revelation that 4 months was like 40 years...and if Dean broke in 30 years, how much longer could John have held out? In my mind for this, John escapes hell in "All Hell Breaks Loose" but isn't necessarily the John we remember...and what happens after he kills his enemy is murky at best...what if he was just far enough gone that he never could come back?


Art provided by [livejournal.com profile] fallen_for_lost.



haud sileo pro scelestus (no rest for the wicked) )
phantisma: (John Winchester)
Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Alistair/John/Dean
Other Characters: Sam
Rating: A very serious NC-17
Word Count: 5076
Summary: Alistair is determined to break Dean, and he'll use any means at his disposal to do it, including a certain other Winchester who spent a few years on his rack too.

Warnings: This is maybe the darkest thing I've ever written, and those of you who have read my work know I don't say these things lightly. This at the very least rivals the "P!Verse"...in some ways it goes darker places than that. There is rape/non-con, dub-con, there is torture, both physical and mental. This part of this fic does not contain any real comfort.

A/Ns: This began as a comment fic prompt that simply wouldn't leave me alone. Then I was surrounded by dirty, filthy enablers (I'm eyeing [livejournal.com profile] varkelton and [livejournal.com profile] denyce specifically here). I haven't seen fandom really address the issue of John and his year in hell in light of Dean's revelation that 4 months was like 40 years...and if Dean broke in 30 years, how much longer could John have held out? In my mind for this, John escapes hell in "All Hell Breaks Loose" but isn't necessarily the John we remember...and what happens after he kills his enemy is murky at best...what if he was just far enough gone that he never could come back?

Normally I put a line of the fic here, but instead I leave you one final warning: Torture, seduction, blood, gore, mental torment, rape, father/son incest, demon rape...this is not pretty fic. Think before you click. )

I almost never put end notes on fic, but I feel that this requires a few other notes. 1) This is not the end of this piece. This is where I take a break from this piece. 2) The next piece might ultimately be even darker, as it will deal with the ten years Dean spends in hell as his father's apprentice. 3) The last piece might actually end up being multiple pieces as it is beginning to look as though I will be re-writing season 4 to date as this would have changed it...I won't go into details...hopefully, that is where we will get at least a little bit of comfort and such for the poor boy. Also, for those playing the home game, the title is Latin. It means "Falling into Nothing".
phantisma: (Winchesters)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 6 Take 2

Note: I have actually written this part with two different endings. This is the lighter of the two. I've also posted the other ending here, which is the darker and more painful...but necessary because it is how I think it really ends...you can decide which way you want it to end....

(Part One here, Part Two here, Part Three here, Part Four here, Part Five here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, John, Sam/Demon
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape, Major Character Death
Table: #1
Prompt: 074 Fire
Word Count: 2901
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very, Very Dark Fic. There is character death. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence. This is likely to be at least one more chapter after this.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my twentieth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

You’re still not getting it, are you? )
phantisma: (Winchesters)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 6 Take 1

Note: I have actually written this part with two different endings. This is the darker of the two. This is...painful...this was very difficult to write, but it is the way I envisioned the ending. I have a also posted the other ending here, which isn't as dark or painful...but necessary to alleviate the hurt...at least for me...you can decide which way you want it to end....

(Part One here, Part Two here, Part Three here, Part Four here, Part Five here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, John, Sam/Demon
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape, Major Character Death
Table: #1
Prompt: 074 Fire
Word Count: 2901
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very, Very Dark Fic. There is character death. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence. This is likely to be at least one more chapter after this.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my twentieth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

You’re still not getting it, are you? )
phantisma: (Hand Porn)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 4 (Part One here, Part Two here, Part Three here, Part Four here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, John, Sam/Demon
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 067 Confused
Word Count: 2902
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence. This is likely to be at least one more chapter after this.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my eighteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

The voice was in his ear again…in his head. Sam started to shake. )
phantisma: (Winchesters)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 4 (Part One here, Part Two here, Part Three here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Jess, John, Sam/Demon
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 030 Fall
Word Count: 2816
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence. This is likely to be another two chapters.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my seventeenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Get what over with, baby? I’m just getting started. )
phantisma: (brothers)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 3 (Part One here, Part Two here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Jess, John
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 085 Hate
Word Count: 2787
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my sixteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

I gave you everything Dean…but it was wrong. This is mine. Alone. Hate me for it if you want. )
phantisma: (brothers)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 2 (Part One here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, memories of Sam/OC, John
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 063 Whisper
Word Count: 2754
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. Well, this section isn't as dark as most of it...this is kind of "healing time" and plot development time. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack...which can be found here). I hope [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack doesn't mind me borrowing details and dialogue. The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my fifteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Dean knew what it wanted, and it knew exactly how to get it. )
phantisma: (brothers)
I wasn't going to do this. I've got a dozen other things I should be doing, and other fic I should be working on. But damn this thing doesn't want to let me go just yet. So...yeah, another series. I'm not sure how long its going to get. Or how soon it will get done...just so you know.


Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part I
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, memories of Sam/OC, John
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 033 Danger
Word Count: 3687
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack...which can be found here). I hope [livejournal.com profile] shotofjack doesn't mind me borrowing details and dialogue. The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my fourteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Dean could barely form coherent thought beyond that…beyond wrapping everything that was left of him around his brother and holding this sharing sacred, a trust that could shatter them both…or cement them together forever. )
phantisma: (Dean Hurts)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Five of Five
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, Sam/Dean,
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 038 Touch
Word Count: 2275
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Four of Five.

The first part can be found here
The second part can be found here
The third part can be found here
The fourth part can be found here


This is my thirteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Tell me where it hurts )

Author's Notes: Well...wow...this has been an intense ride. Thank you to everyone who stuck with it this long. I really started this just wanting to explore evil in the world of Supernatural that was human in nature...Where it went from there took me by surprise and in a lot of ways I felt like I was just channeling it from somewhere.

I'm going to have to write some soft, cuddly SamandDean now, just to recover. Enjoy!

Um...yeah...Story continues in "Dreaming in Stereo"
phantisma: (brothers)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Four of Five
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, Sam/Dean, Sam/OC
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 047 Kill
Word Count: 4030
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Four of Five.

The first part can be found here
The second part can be found here
The third part can be found here


This is my twelth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

If I fuck your ass, will you come for me? )
phantisma: (Jensen eyecandy)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Three(I'm thinking 5 parts total)
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 092 Trap
Word Count: 3359
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Three. I'm thinking this will be in 5 or 6 parts.

The first part can be found here
The second part can be found here


This is my eleventh ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

I don’t think its stupid. I think he knows exactly what he’s doing )
phantisma: (Sam and Dean)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Two(not sure of how many)
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 018 True
Word Count: 3242
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Two. I'm thinking this will be in 5 or 6 parts.

The first part can be found here


This is my tenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Some things are true, whether we believe them or not )
phantisma: (Sam Broken)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part One (not sure of how many)
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 042 Sink
Word Count: 3112
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part One. I'm thinking this will be in 5 or 6 parts.

"The Good Son" can be found:
First Part Here,
Second Part Here
Third Part Here
Fourth Part Here
Last Part Here


This is my ninth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Sam whimpered and shifted closer to Dean, his hands moving to capture Dean’s hand. )
phantisma: (Sam and Dean)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Good Son, Part V
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, graphic Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 091 Hosptial
Word Count: 2928
Summary: Sam is called back to Stanford to investigate some strange disappearances, and before he could even meet up with the old friend who asked for him, Sam disappears himself, taken prisoner.

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. Involves torture and rape. Fourth part of a five part story.
First Part Here,
Second Part Here
Third Part Here
Fourth Part Here

This is my eight ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

He isn’t the good son. He isn’t normal. He’s Sam Winchester, and this…this is his )
phantisma: (Sam Broken)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Good Son, Part IV
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, graphic Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 053 Wait
Word Count: 2231
Summary: Sam is called back to Stanford to investigate some strange disappearances, and before he could even meet up with the old friend who asked for him, Sam disappears himself, taken prisoner.

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. Involves torture and rape. Fourth part of a five part story.
First Part Here,
Second Part Here
Third Part Here

This is my seventh ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Dean couldn’t breathe. His body seized up. )
phantisma: (Sam Broken)
Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Good Son, Part III
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, graphic Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 032 Torn
Word Count: 2685
Summary: Sam is called back to Stanford to investigate some strange disappearances, and before he could even meet up with the old friend who asked for him, Sam disappears himself, taken prisoner.

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. Involves torture and rape. Third part of a larger story (probably another 1 to 2 parts) First Part Here, Second Part Here

This is my sixth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on [livejournal.com profile] 100_situations. Clicky for table

Maybe all they would find when they came was his body, torn apart and left to bleed )

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