Floundering Around in the Dark

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: You Belong to Me (Part One & Part Two)
Pairing: Sam/Dean, John/Dean, Sam/Dean/John, Dean/OMC
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~24000 (total)
Summary: Sam's always been a little different, but when he figures out exactly how different and realizes it can give him the one thing he's always wanted but could never have, it changes him. He sets out to get the one elusive desire that has always slipped away from him, and along the way he slips a little down a dark path...

Warnings & A/Ns: Written for kebab1806 who bought me during the last Sweet Charity round. Warnings include: Underage sex (Sam is 15, though that isn't entirely clear)), incest of both the brother on brother and father/son variety, dubious consent to outright non-con depending on POV, fisting, rimming, use of insertables including penial insertion, humiliation, whoring, dominance and submission.

( Months of carefully exploring what he could and couldn’t do…not just with Dean, but with others. It was tricky business, getting a person to think that something is their own idea, something that they want…especially when it went against their very nature, not to mention when the person involved was as hard headed as his brother. )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: You Belong to Me (Part One)
Pairing: Sam/Dean, John/Dean, Sam/Dean/John, Dean/OMC
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~24000 (total)
Summary: Sam's always been a little different, but when he figures out exactly how different and realizes it can give him the one thing he's always wanted but could never have, it changes him. He sets out to get the one elusive desire that has always slipped away from him, and along the way he slips a little down a dark path...

Warnings & A/Ns: Written for kebab1806 who bought me during the last Sweet Charity round. Warnings include: Underage sex (Sam is 15, though that isn't entirely clear)), incest of both the brother on brother and father/son variety, dubious consent to outright non-con depending on POV, fisting, rimming, use of insertables including penial insertion, humiliation, whoring, dominance and submission.

( Months of carefully exploring what he could and couldn’t do…not just with Dean, but with others. It was tricky business, getting a person to think that something is their own idea, something that they want…especially when it went against their very nature, not to mention when the person involved was as hard headed as his brother. )

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Personally, I have two fics up for bid, both bids are already up to $100, but if you have it and want to donate to a good cause, this is the place!

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Yesterday I decided to add something. Since I can't conceivably add more writing at this time, I decided to add pictures.

To do this, and still keep the photography world separate from my fanfic world, I signed up under the name natalie jc, the same as my photography LJ.

I have a total of 5 photos up for bid, size and finish dependent on the total of the ending bid. Two from my animal or floral sets, two from my places and things set, and one from my Kane/Carlson performance gig sets.

That listing is here: http://www.sweet-charity.net/auction/natalie-jc/#1991

The photos are still going cheap with $1 bids on two of the five.

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Fandom: Supernatural
Title: What is Real and What Will Never Be
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean, Sam/Jess, John, Mary, OCs
Rating: NC-17
Summary: AU of "What is and What Should Never Be", Sam was caught by the djinn when he came to find Dean, and when he finds himself in a world where both of his parents are still alive, he never wants to leave...

A/Ns & Warnings: Written for wincestaholic who won me on Sweet Charity. Angsty brother sexing and some het.


( Something had gone…well, not wrong. How could this be wrong? It was everything he'd ever wanted. It was everything he'd never known he wanted. )

Title: I'll See You Around
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Pairing/Characters: Jack/Daniel, mention of Sam
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 11926

Summary: Complete AU taking place around the very beginning of Season 1. Daniel was never a part of the Stargate program. Colonel Jack O'Neill is getting comfortable in his new command, getting a feel for the neighborhood, making friends. When he "bumps" into Daniel one morning in a coffee shop, it's the beginning of something entirely new.

A/Ns & Warnings: Written for [info]prehistoric_sea who won me during the last Sweet Charity. As to the warnings, two guys having sex, semi-public sexing...and I should probably mention that Daniel is a prostitute.

( This shouldn't make him feel nervous. Jack managed to get them to the restaurant in one piece. The hostess was a bright, bubbly coed with braces and red hair. She looked from Jack to Daniel and back again when Jack requested a table for two. )

Fandom: CSI
Pairing:  Lady Heather/Grissom
Rating:  NC-17
Word Count:  2823
Summary:  Following the events of the season 9 opener (so obviously spoilers for that ep), Gil Grissom finds himself lost, bound up by grief and unable to connect.  When he turns to Lady Heather, she does what she does to help find release and reconnect.

A/Ns & Warnings:  Written for sgfansean who won the honor by winning me during the last Sweet Charity.  Warnings include:  BDSM, spanking, hurt/comfort.


( His hands tremble when they should be still. His thoughts fade, fixate. He disconnects, mind and body become separate, independent. )

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Fandom: SG-1
Title: Stay
Pairing: Jack/Daniel
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1593
Summary: Set post "Ark of Truth" -- Daniel comes to Washington and surprises
Jack...but Jack has only one question. Will he stay?

A/Ns & Warnings: Fairly schloompy with a touch of angst, m/m sexing.
Written for geeklite who won the privilege on the last round of
Sweet Charity. I hope it's to your liking!


( Daniel looked tired. Beyond tired. Like when tired settled into the bones and wouldn’t come out again.  )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Demons Winchester, Part 3 (Prologue, Part One, Part Two)
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: John/Mary, Dean/OFC, John/OFC, John/Dean, Dean/Sam, Sam/OMC(s), Dean/OMC(s), John/Dean/Sam, Bobby, Caleb (Total story)
Word Count: ~20,000 (total story)
Summary: What if? What if John and Mary were possessed? What would Dean and Sam be? How evil would Demon Winchesters be? Several nights before their wedding, John and Mary are taken by a pair of demon lovers. The next few years are much the same as canon...until their demon master comes looking for them, and takes Mary, sending John and the boys on the run.

A/Ns & Warnings: Written for johnsgillygirl who won me and paid an enormous sum of money for the privilege during the March special auction over at Sweet Charity. She wanted 20,000 words of Demon boys...(I'm looking for one or two high quality caps of the scenes in "Dream a Little Dream" when double!Dean had black eyes...or for someone who reads this to make me a pretty cover with demony boys!). As to warnings...there is violence and mayhem, there is violent sex, some of which is consensual, some of which really isn't: Non-Con, Dub-Con, Drug use, violence, bondage, knife play, blood play, incest of every configuration including Daddy!cest, character death (none of the Winchesters).



( The hunters and demons had gone to war in the last two weeks, a war waged across Lawrence. All the while the Winchesters laid low and got ready. While both sides searched for them and the planned location for the main event, Sam and his father had worked in secret.  )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Demons Winchester, Part 1 (Prologue)
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: John/Mary, Dean/OFC, John/OFC, John/Dean, Dean/Sam, Sam/OMC(s), Dean/OMC(s), John/Dean/Sam, Bobby, Caleb (Total story)
Word Count: ~20,000 (total story)
Summary: What if? What if John and Mary were possessed? What would Dean and Sam be? How evil would Demon Winchesters be? Several nights before their wedding, John and Mary are taken by a pair of demon lovers. The next few years are much the same as canon...until their demon master comes looking for them, and takes Mary, sending John and the boys on the run.

A/Ns & Warnings: Written for johnsgillygirl who won me and paid an enormous sum of money for the privilege during the March special auction over at Sweet Charity. She wanted 20,000 words of Demon boys...(I'm looking for one or two high quality caps of the scenes in "Dream a Little Dream" when double!Dean had black eyes...or for someone who reads this to make me a pretty cover with demony boys!). As to warnings...there is violence and mayhem, there is violent sex, some of which is consensual, some of which really isn't: Non-Con, Dub-Con, Drug use, violence, bondage, knife play, blood play, incest of every configuration including Daddy!cest, character death (none of the Winchesters).



( John Winchester stood in the doorway surveying the room, his eyes settling on the booth in the far corner. The dirty baseball cap and beard were all he needed to see to know that this was the man he’d come to meet. )