Floundering Around in the Dark

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 6 Take 1

Note: I have actually written this part with two different endings. This is the darker of the two. This is...painful...this was very difficult to write, but it is the way I envisioned the ending. I have a also posted the other ending here, which isn't as dark or painful...but necessary to alleviate the hurt...at least for me...you can decide which way you want it to end....

(Part One here, Part Two here, Part Three here, Part Four here, Part Five here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, John, Sam/Demon
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape, Major Character Death
Table: #1
Prompt: 074 Fire
Word Count: 2901
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very, Very Dark Fic. There is character death. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence. This is likely to be at least one more chapter after this.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my twentieth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( You’re still not getting it, are you? )

For shotofjack who responded to my 5 things meme request with:

Ok, I have 3 for you. You can pick whichever you want to do

1 - In your Very Dark Wincest 'verse, 5 times Dad almost catches Sam/Dean having sex.

2 - 5 times Sam wanted to call Dean while at Stanford but didn't

3 - Dean's top 5 favorite dates

I went with the first one for now...maybe more later.

Fandom: Supernatural
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Set in the "Very Dark Wincest" 'Verse, 5 times along the way John nearly discovered his sons engaging in physical activity...

Warnings...Incest...m/m sex, no dark stuff...just fluffy sex goodness...as it sometimes should be...

( Its stupid, with the motel right there, the room already paid for, but Dean’s spent the last two hours pointedly not thinking about pulling off the road into a field and pressing Sam against the leather of the back seat )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part 3 (Part One here, Part Two here)
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Jess, John
Rating: overall NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 085 Hate
Word Count: 2787
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by shotofjack... The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my sixteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( I gave you everything Dean…but it was wrong. This is mine. Alone. Hate me for it if you want. )

I wasn't going to do this. I've got a dozen other things I should be doing, and other fic I should be working on. But damn this thing doesn't want to let me go just yet. So...yeah, another series. I'm not sure how long its going to get. Or how soon it will get done...just so you know.


Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Dreaming in Stereo, Part I
Characters/Pairing: Sam/Dean, memories of Sam/OC, John
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, memory of rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 033 Danger
Word Count: 3687
Summary: Time heals all wounds, but life for a Winchester doesn't wait. Sam and Dean are still working through the changes in their lives, back on the road, hunting. Nightmares of the past pave the way for nightmares of the future, and lead all three Winchesters to a showdown with the evil that started them on their path.

Warnings: Very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son" and "Where it Hurts" and "All for One and One for All" (A gifty fic written for my birthday by shotofjack...which can be found here). I hope shotofjack doesn't mind me borrowing details and dialogue. The overall story will involve torture and rape and extreme violence.

The first part of "The Good Son" can be found here
The first part of "Where it Hurts" can be found here
And "All for One and One for All" can be found here

This is my fourteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( Dean could barely form coherent thought beyond that…beyond wrapping everything that was left of him around his brother and holding this sharing sacred, a trust that could shatter them both…or cement them together forever. )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Five of Five
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, Sam/Dean,
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 038 Touch
Word Count: 2275
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Four of Five.

The first part can be found here
The second part can be found here
The third part can be found here
The fourth part can be found here


This is my thirteenth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( Tell me where it hurts )

Author's Notes: Well...wow...this has been an intense ride. Thank you to everyone who stuck with it this long. I really started this just wanting to explore evil in the world of Supernatural that was human in nature...Where it went from there took me by surprise and in a lot of ways I felt like I was just channeling it from somewhere.

I'm going to have to write some soft, cuddly SamandDean now, just to recover. Enjoy!

Um...yeah...Story continues in "Dreaming in Stereo"

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part Three(I'm thinking 5 parts total)
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 092 Trap
Word Count: 3359
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part Three. I'm thinking this will be in 5 or 6 parts.

The first part can be found here
The second part can be found here


This is my eleventh ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( I don’t think its stupid. I think he knows exactly what he’s doing )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Where It Hurts, Part One (not sure of how many)
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, implied Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 042 Sink
Word Count: 3112
Summary: Six months have passed since Sam's ordeal as the prisoner of Kendall Garrett. While John Winchester hunts for the bastard, Dean tries to hold Sam together while Sam slowly sinks under the pressure

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. This is a follow on to "The Good Son". The overall story will involve torture and rape. This is Part One. I'm thinking this will be in 5 or 6 parts.

"The Good Son" can be found:
First Part Here,
Second Part Here
Third Part Here
Fourth Part Here
Last Part Here


This is my ninth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( Sam whimpered and shifted closer to Dean, his hands moving to capture Dean’s hand. )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Good Son, Part IV
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, graphic Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 053 Wait
Word Count: 2231
Summary: Sam is called back to Stanford to investigate some strange disappearances, and before he could even meet up with the old friend who asked for him, Sam disappears himself, taken prisoner.

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. Involves torture and rape. Fourth part of a five part story.
First Part Here,
Second Part Here
Third Part Here

This is my seventh ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( Dean couldn’t breathe. His body seized up. )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: The Good Son
Characters/Pairing: Sam, John, Dean, implied Sam/Dean, graphic Sam/Other
Rating: NC-17, for graphic violence and sex, rape
Table: #1
Prompt: 082 Afraid
Summary: Sam is called back to Stanford to investigate some strange disappearances, and before he could even meet up with the old friend who asked for him, Sam disappears himself, taken prisoner.

Warnings: Very, very Dark Fic. Involves torture and rape. Second part of a larger story (probably another 2 to 3 parts)First Part Here

This is my fifth ficlet for my Supernatural claim on 100_situations. Clicky for table

( This was not submission. It was survival. )