First Times, Supernatural RPS, NC-17
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phantismaFandom: Supernatural RPS
Title: First Times
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jeff/Jared, implied Steve/Chris, implied Jeff/Steve/Chris
Rating: NC-17
For my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
50kinkyways Table
Prompt: 40 Virgins
Word Count: 1585
Summary: Jeff takes his boys out for a day of...fun...in an attempt to get them to mesh together more easily.
A/Ns & Warnings: Talk of child abuse, implied underage sex, Daddy!kink.
“How did we get into this conversation?” Jensen asked as he stood up from the picnic table with empty beer bottles from him and Jared.
Steve shrugged and sat back, nursing his own beer. “Tell me you aren’t at least curious.”
Jensen shook his head. “No. Not in the slightest.”
“Wait, lets be clear.” Chris said, standing and following Jensen to where the cooler sat on the back of his truck. “Are we talking first sexual encounter or first guy?”
“For some of us it might be the same.” Jeff said coolly.
All four of them turned to look at him. He smirked. “Not for me, but for some.” He kicked his feet out in front of him. “Okay, I’ll go first. I was fourteen. She was 19. I looked older.” He smirked, enjoying the looks he was getting.
Jensen pulled three beers out of the cooler and thrust one at Chris, before taking Jared his.
“She was drunk, I was horny. She was the older sister of a friend, and he would never forgive me if he ever knew. We were in the back seat of her daddy’s car, in the driveway of her house. I was spending the night.”
“I was fifteen, so was she.” Chris said. “High School. I was the bad boy, she was the good girl.” He shook his head, sitting back in his lawn chair. “She sang in the church choir. I told her I could show her heaven.” He snickered. “I was pretty cocky.”
“Were?” Steve asked, slapping his shoulder.
Chris punched him in the shoulder. “You’re an ass.”
“Now that we’ve established that you’re a cock and I’m an ass, shall we continue?”
As uncomfortable as Jensen was, Jared had to be worse. One look and Jensen was past worrying about his own story of lost innocence. He leaned over Jared and whispered in his ear. “You okay?”
Jared shook his head tightly.
Jensen tugged on his arm just as Steve started telling his own story…something about twins and prom. Jared came slowly and Jensen felt Jeff’s eyes. He looked up and nodded, letting Jeff know he had it in hand. Jared followed off away from the group of them, into the trees.
“Better?”
Jared shrugged and looked away. “Thanks…I just…didn’t want to…Not like that.”
“Don’t have to say anything, Jare. Okay?”
Jared’s face was unreadable, something Jensen had never really seen.
“Never told anyone.” Jared said, all breathy and Jensen could see he was shaking.
Jensen slid his arms around Jared and pulled him in. “Don’t have to. It’s okay.”
“He’s dead.” Jared said. “Heard last year. Car accident. Didn’t go back for the funeral though.”
Jensen was trying to follow him, but he had no idea what Jared was talking about.
“Why don’t we go down to the hot springs and relax a little?” Jensen said, tugging on Jared’s arm. It wasn’t far and when they got there, they stripped silently and slipped into the water.
The others were still telling stories, every now and then he could hear their voices or their laughter. Eventually though at least Jeff would come looking to check in. Jared wasn’t usually the one who went all quiet and needing space.
“I was twelve.” Jared said suddenly, bringing Jensen’s attention back to him. He was staring into the water, leaning in so that his breath rippled the surface. “He was an older cousin. Used to watch us when we were swimming.”
Jensen stilled, wanting to reach for him, but unsure it was wise. “Jare?”
Jared shook his head. “Someone should know. Someone other than me. He…it was one day at the pool. I’d gotten out and gone in to the bathroom. He followed me. Touched me. Made me touch him. Told me if I told anyone he’d hurt me.” He took a deep breath and looked up. “I almost convinced myself I’d dreamed it…then two weeks later, he told my mom he’d take me to my play rehearsal…only we pulled off the road before we got there and he…got in the back with me, held me down and…and…”
Jensen pulled Jared to him as he took a shuddering breath, letting the water buoy him into Jensen’s lap. “Shh…enough…it’s enough Jare. I got you now.”
Jared buried his face in Jensen’s neck and Jensen held him, rocking him lightly in the hot water. Jensen pressed kisses into Jared’s skin. He wasn’t sure how long they sat there before he heard Jeff’s approach.
Jared was in a light doze in his arms as he looked up. Jeff squatted beside them, his hand caressing Jared’s head. “He okay?”
“Will be, won’t you Jare?” Jensen said softly.
Jared lifted his eyes and reached for Jeff. “Daddy.”
Jeff nodded and kissed him. Then he was stripping out of his clothes and climbing down beside them, taking Jared from Jensen’s arms. It was almost as if Jeff knew, the way he murmured comforting sounds and telling Jared that Daddy would take care of him.
Jensen’s hands moved over Jared’s back. “Never told anyone.” Jared said again. “Pretended nothing happened. Just stopped swimming with the others…stayed away from him.” Jared was floating in the water, held in place by Jeff and Jensen on either side of him. His head lolled back onto Jensen’s shoulder.
Jeff’s hands moved up Jared’s chest and down again. Jensen nuzzled into Jared’s neck, lips moving lightly over wet skin. “Want you to do something for me, boy.” Jeff said, drawing Jared’s attention. “Think about a different first time…tell me about that…your first time with Jensen.”
Jared’s eyes narrowed and he looked at Jeff like he was a little crazy. “With Jen?” His voice was breathy and trembled a little. He licked his lips and looked up at Jensen. “Um…”
“We were out drinking.” Jensen said softly. “I was really drunk.”
Jared nodded, his eyes closing. “I took him home. Wasn’t gonna…but he was drunk and he sucked on my fingers in the bathroom. Got so hard. Wanted him so much.”
Jensen was fairly hard himself, remembering the drunken fumbling in the bathroom before Jared caved to his clumsy seduction and they made for the bedroom.
Jared moaned and Jensen looked down to find Jeff’s hand moving over his cock in the water. “He sucked me.” Jared said softly. “We were on the bed in my apartment. He…sucked me and grabbed me. I came fast. He kissed me and I could taste myself on his tongue.”
Jeff was licking at Jared’s chest now, still stroking him and Jared’s mouth fell open, his breathing starting to get ragged. “Daddy.”
“You’re safe, Jared. Safe here with me and Jensen. We love you.”
Jared nodded jaggedly, arching up as Jeff’s big thumb pressed down on the head of his cock. “No one can hurt you.”
“Daddy, please.” Jared’s eyes were squeezed tight as he bobbed in the water under Jeff.
“That’s my boy.” Jeff’s hand picked up its rhythm.
Jensen held Jared as he arched up again, shooting come over their shoulders. It splashed into the water and Jared sagged, his body sinking in the water until he was back in Jeff’s lap. He melted against Jeff, his head on Jeff’s shoulder and Jeff’s hand smoothed over his back.
Jensen lay against him, kissing over his neck. “Love you Jare.”
Jared turned, throwing his arms around Jensen and hugging him hard. “Thank you.” He wrapped his legs around Jensen and held on.
Jeff smirked at him and leveraged himself up out of the water. “You got him?” When Jensen nodded, Jeff pulled his boxers onto his wet body. “I better get back up there before those two get into trouble. Take your time.”
Jensen turned until he found the rock shelf and lowered them back into the water. His cock brushed against Jared’s ass and Jared lifted his head to grin down at him. “Do you remember, Jen? That first time…on the couch?”
Jensen closed his eyes. Jared had begged him and Jensen had already lost the ability to deny Jared anything when he begged like that. He’d come just from Jared prepping him. “Yeah, I remember.”
Jared kissed over his face. “You were so hot for me, Jen. So hot.” Jared’s mouth fixed on his, tongues tangling as Jared let go of his emotional distress and latched onto something more. “Told me I was the first.”
“You were Jare.” Jensen murmured. “In all the ways that matter.”
Jared shifted so that Jensen’s cock was trapped in his crack, sliding up to his hole.
“Turned me on so much. Still does. That you let me inside you…that you had never done those things with anyone else.”
Jensen’s cock breached the outer ring of Jared’s ass and Jared gasped. “I was your first…the first guy you fucked.”
Jensen nodded, not really listening now as he concentrated on the way their bodies were joined. Jared leaned back and pulled off his cock before sinking back down onto it. “Makes you mine…” Jared groaned down at him.
Jensen pulled him back down hard, his cock already starting to come. “Think it makes you mine.” Jensen growled into the wet skin at Jared’s throat.
Jared’s eyes were dark as he nodded, leaning down to kiss Jensen. “Yours.”
Jensen sighed and nodded too. “Yours.”
“And you both belong to me.” Jeff’s voice said.
They looked up to find him back beside the spring, Chris and Steve flanking him. “Now budge over and let the rest of us in the water.”
Title: First Times
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, Jeff/Jared, implied Steve/Chris, implied Jeff/Steve/Chris
Rating: NC-17
For my
50kinkyways TablePrompt: 40 Virgins
Word Count: 1585
Summary: Jeff takes his boys out for a day of...fun...in an attempt to get them to mesh together more easily.
A/Ns & Warnings: Talk of child abuse, implied underage sex, Daddy!kink.
“How did we get into this conversation?” Jensen asked as he stood up from the picnic table with empty beer bottles from him and Jared.
Steve shrugged and sat back, nursing his own beer. “Tell me you aren’t at least curious.”
Jensen shook his head. “No. Not in the slightest.”
“Wait, lets be clear.” Chris said, standing and following Jensen to where the cooler sat on the back of his truck. “Are we talking first sexual encounter or first guy?”
“For some of us it might be the same.” Jeff said coolly.
All four of them turned to look at him. He smirked. “Not for me, but for some.” He kicked his feet out in front of him. “Okay, I’ll go first. I was fourteen. She was 19. I looked older.” He smirked, enjoying the looks he was getting.
Jensen pulled three beers out of the cooler and thrust one at Chris, before taking Jared his.
“She was drunk, I was horny. She was the older sister of a friend, and he would never forgive me if he ever knew. We were in the back seat of her daddy’s car, in the driveway of her house. I was spending the night.”
“I was fifteen, so was she.” Chris said. “High School. I was the bad boy, she was the good girl.” He shook his head, sitting back in his lawn chair. “She sang in the church choir. I told her I could show her heaven.” He snickered. “I was pretty cocky.”
“Were?” Steve asked, slapping his shoulder.
Chris punched him in the shoulder. “You’re an ass.”
“Now that we’ve established that you’re a cock and I’m an ass, shall we continue?”
As uncomfortable as Jensen was, Jared had to be worse. One look and Jensen was past worrying about his own story of lost innocence. He leaned over Jared and whispered in his ear. “You okay?”
Jared shook his head tightly.
Jensen tugged on his arm just as Steve started telling his own story…something about twins and prom. Jared came slowly and Jensen felt Jeff’s eyes. He looked up and nodded, letting Jeff know he had it in hand. Jared followed off away from the group of them, into the trees.
“Better?”
Jared shrugged and looked away. “Thanks…I just…didn’t want to…Not like that.”
“Don’t have to say anything, Jare. Okay?”
Jared’s face was unreadable, something Jensen had never really seen.
“Never told anyone.” Jared said, all breathy and Jensen could see he was shaking.
Jensen slid his arms around Jared and pulled him in. “Don’t have to. It’s okay.”
“He’s dead.” Jared said. “Heard last year. Car accident. Didn’t go back for the funeral though.”
Jensen was trying to follow him, but he had no idea what Jared was talking about.
“Why don’t we go down to the hot springs and relax a little?” Jensen said, tugging on Jared’s arm. It wasn’t far and when they got there, they stripped silently and slipped into the water.
The others were still telling stories, every now and then he could hear their voices or their laughter. Eventually though at least Jeff would come looking to check in. Jared wasn’t usually the one who went all quiet and needing space.
“I was twelve.” Jared said suddenly, bringing Jensen’s attention back to him. He was staring into the water, leaning in so that his breath rippled the surface. “He was an older cousin. Used to watch us when we were swimming.”
Jensen stilled, wanting to reach for him, but unsure it was wise. “Jare?”
Jared shook his head. “Someone should know. Someone other than me. He…it was one day at the pool. I’d gotten out and gone in to the bathroom. He followed me. Touched me. Made me touch him. Told me if I told anyone he’d hurt me.” He took a deep breath and looked up. “I almost convinced myself I’d dreamed it…then two weeks later, he told my mom he’d take me to my play rehearsal…only we pulled off the road before we got there and he…got in the back with me, held me down and…and…”
Jensen pulled Jared to him as he took a shuddering breath, letting the water buoy him into Jensen’s lap. “Shh…enough…it’s enough Jare. I got you now.”
Jared buried his face in Jensen’s neck and Jensen held him, rocking him lightly in the hot water. Jensen pressed kisses into Jared’s skin. He wasn’t sure how long they sat there before he heard Jeff’s approach.
Jared was in a light doze in his arms as he looked up. Jeff squatted beside them, his hand caressing Jared’s head. “He okay?”
“Will be, won’t you Jare?” Jensen said softly.
Jared lifted his eyes and reached for Jeff. “Daddy.”
Jeff nodded and kissed him. Then he was stripping out of his clothes and climbing down beside them, taking Jared from Jensen’s arms. It was almost as if Jeff knew, the way he murmured comforting sounds and telling Jared that Daddy would take care of him.
Jensen’s hands moved over Jared’s back. “Never told anyone.” Jared said again. “Pretended nothing happened. Just stopped swimming with the others…stayed away from him.” Jared was floating in the water, held in place by Jeff and Jensen on either side of him. His head lolled back onto Jensen’s shoulder.
Jeff’s hands moved up Jared’s chest and down again. Jensen nuzzled into Jared’s neck, lips moving lightly over wet skin. “Want you to do something for me, boy.” Jeff said, drawing Jared’s attention. “Think about a different first time…tell me about that…your first time with Jensen.”
Jared’s eyes narrowed and he looked at Jeff like he was a little crazy. “With Jen?” His voice was breathy and trembled a little. He licked his lips and looked up at Jensen. “Um…”
“We were out drinking.” Jensen said softly. “I was really drunk.”
Jared nodded, his eyes closing. “I took him home. Wasn’t gonna…but he was drunk and he sucked on my fingers in the bathroom. Got so hard. Wanted him so much.”
Jensen was fairly hard himself, remembering the drunken fumbling in the bathroom before Jared caved to his clumsy seduction and they made for the bedroom.
Jared moaned and Jensen looked down to find Jeff’s hand moving over his cock in the water. “He sucked me.” Jared said softly. “We were on the bed in my apartment. He…sucked me and grabbed me. I came fast. He kissed me and I could taste myself on his tongue.”
Jeff was licking at Jared’s chest now, still stroking him and Jared’s mouth fell open, his breathing starting to get ragged. “Daddy.”
“You’re safe, Jared. Safe here with me and Jensen. We love you.”
Jared nodded jaggedly, arching up as Jeff’s big thumb pressed down on the head of his cock. “No one can hurt you.”
“Daddy, please.” Jared’s eyes were squeezed tight as he bobbed in the water under Jeff.
“That’s my boy.” Jeff’s hand picked up its rhythm.
Jensen held Jared as he arched up again, shooting come over their shoulders. It splashed into the water and Jared sagged, his body sinking in the water until he was back in Jeff’s lap. He melted against Jeff, his head on Jeff’s shoulder and Jeff’s hand smoothed over his back.
Jensen lay against him, kissing over his neck. “Love you Jare.”
Jared turned, throwing his arms around Jensen and hugging him hard. “Thank you.” He wrapped his legs around Jensen and held on.
Jeff smirked at him and leveraged himself up out of the water. “You got him?” When Jensen nodded, Jeff pulled his boxers onto his wet body. “I better get back up there before those two get into trouble. Take your time.”
Jensen turned until he found the rock shelf and lowered them back into the water. His cock brushed against Jared’s ass and Jared lifted his head to grin down at him. “Do you remember, Jen? That first time…on the couch?”
Jensen closed his eyes. Jared had begged him and Jensen had already lost the ability to deny Jared anything when he begged like that. He’d come just from Jared prepping him. “Yeah, I remember.”
Jared kissed over his face. “You were so hot for me, Jen. So hot.” Jared’s mouth fixed on his, tongues tangling as Jared let go of his emotional distress and latched onto something more. “Told me I was the first.”
“You were Jare.” Jensen murmured. “In all the ways that matter.”
Jared shifted so that Jensen’s cock was trapped in his crack, sliding up to his hole.
“Turned me on so much. Still does. That you let me inside you…that you had never done those things with anyone else.”
Jensen’s cock breached the outer ring of Jared’s ass and Jared gasped. “I was your first…the first guy you fucked.”
Jensen nodded, not really listening now as he concentrated on the way their bodies were joined. Jared leaned back and pulled off his cock before sinking back down onto it. “Makes you mine…” Jared groaned down at him.
Jensen pulled him back down hard, his cock already starting to come. “Think it makes you mine.” Jensen growled into the wet skin at Jared’s throat.
Jared’s eyes were dark as he nodded, leaning down to kiss Jensen. “Yours.”
Jensen sighed and nodded too. “Yours.”
“And you both belong to me.” Jeff’s voice said.
They looked up to find him back beside the spring, Chris and Steve flanking him. “Now budge over and let the rest of us in the water.”
