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phantismaTitle: A Letter to My Wife 2
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Characters: General: Daniel, implied Shar'e
Prompt: table 2, # 062 Brave
Word Count: 308
Rating: G
Summary: Daniel writes to Shar'e, mid season 2 (after the episode "Secrets").
Warnings: Severe angst. Really...I have no excuses, just feeling the pain....
My nineteenth ficlet for my![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
100_situations Table
For one brief moment you were here again…here in this place where we lived together and I loved you…here in this place where you were taken from me…
I melted when you touched me. I was angry, so angry and hurt…to know what he had done, to know he had touched you in ways that only I was supposed to touch you…that he had filled your belly with a child that should have been ours. But, your eyes tempered my anger…your hands, cooled the hurt and betrayal…it wasn’t you. I knew that.
I wanted nothing more than to hold you, to escape with you and find a way to save you. I could see the fear in your eyes, feel it as your hands clung to me and we spoke of our memories, as you told me of the demon within and how you struggled.
God, I wanted…so much…my kisses weren’t enough, and no matter how strong, no matter how brave…the baby wouldn’t wait…and I couldn’t hold on to you, couldn’t keep you with me.
I watched the light come to your eyes, the mark of the demon, the Goa’uld within and a piece of me died…you always called me your brave Daniel…but I would have given anything in that moment, anything at all to get you back. You are so much braver than I.
Your father knows, I can see it in his eyes. The Goa’uld has taken you from us both. My brave, beautiful Shar’e. The sands are quiet tonight. No wind stirs the stars. My friends await me, but I can not leave. I can still smell you on my skin, and if I leave here…if I let the Stargate take that from me, you will be gone again.
I don’t know how many times I can lose you, before I lose myself.
Your Daniel
Fandom: Stargate SG-1
Characters: General: Daniel, implied Shar'e
Prompt: table 2, # 062 Brave
Word Count: 308
Rating: G
Summary: Daniel writes to Shar'e, mid season 2 (after the episode "Secrets").
Warnings: Severe angst. Really...I have no excuses, just feeling the pain....
My nineteenth ficlet for my
100_situations TableFor one brief moment you were here again…here in this place where we lived together and I loved you…here in this place where you were taken from me…
I melted when you touched me. I was angry, so angry and hurt…to know what he had done, to know he had touched you in ways that only I was supposed to touch you…that he had filled your belly with a child that should have been ours. But, your eyes tempered my anger…your hands, cooled the hurt and betrayal…it wasn’t you. I knew that.
I wanted nothing more than to hold you, to escape with you and find a way to save you. I could see the fear in your eyes, feel it as your hands clung to me and we spoke of our memories, as you told me of the demon within and how you struggled.
God, I wanted…so much…my kisses weren’t enough, and no matter how strong, no matter how brave…the baby wouldn’t wait…and I couldn’t hold on to you, couldn’t keep you with me.
I watched the light come to your eyes, the mark of the demon, the Goa’uld within and a piece of me died…you always called me your brave Daniel…but I would have given anything in that moment, anything at all to get you back. You are so much braver than I.
Your father knows, I can see it in his eyes. The Goa’uld has taken you from us both. My brave, beautiful Shar’e. The sands are quiet tonight. No wind stirs the stars. My friends await me, but I can not leave. I can still smell you on my skin, and if I leave here…if I let the Stargate take that from me, you will be gone again.
I don’t know how many times I can lose you, before I lose myself.
Your Daniel
