Floundering Around in the Dark

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Scattered, Part Two --A sequel to Splintered and Shattered
Characters/Pairing: John/Dean, Dean/Sam, John/Sam, John/Dean/Sam, Dean/OMC, Sam/OMC
Rating: VERY NC-17
Word Count: 15, 456 (total)

Summary: The harder they try, the deeper the pieces cut on the way down. Dean isn't okay. John isn't okay. Sam is so far beyond not okay. Dean's splintered pieces are shattered and scattered and he can't seem to hold it all together.

A/Ns: This was difficult to write, but the story needed an ending. I didn't have anyone beta this for me. All mistakes and such are my own.

WARNINGS: Character Death. Violent sex, non-con/dub-con, depending on how you read the choices each character makes. This is incest. This is father/son and brother/brother incest. It is violent and ugly. It is also, in the end, about love and sacrifice and the lines that we blur when it's family.

( The first time it happens, you let yourself believe it won’t happen again. You need the money, the car needs parts, Sam needs jeans.  )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Shattered, Part Three (A follow on to Splintered)
Characters/Pairing: John/Dean, Dean/Sam, John/Sam, John/Dean/Sam
Rating: VERY NC-17
Word Count: 11,127 (total)

Summary: Dean is splintered and cracking and held together only by his need to make it okay, to help his father accept what has happened and make sure Sam is happy…but the pressure keeps multiplying and the fight may be more than any of them can stand.

A/Ns: For johnsgillygirl who purchased me in the last Sweet Charity auction. This is darkness (no real surprise there, coming from me) that goes darker than most of my stuff. It is a follow on to Splintered. It is not the end of this story. That will come before too long. You really need to read "Splintered" before reading this.

Warnings: Please read the warnings. There is incest involving all three Winchesters. It is not pretty. This is dub to non-con, depending on how you read Dean's choices and how they all play out. There is also consensual sexual activity. There is angst (which may be the biggest damn understatement in the world). Also, under-age (Sam is 16)



( Dean felt good to be back out on a hunt. It was familiar, right.  )

Fandom: Supernatural
Title: Shattered, Part One (A follow on to Splintered)
Characters/Pairing: John/Dean, Dean/Sam, John/Sam, John/Dean/Sam
Rating: VERY NC-17
Word Count: 11,127 (total)

Summary: Dean is splintered and cracking and held together only by his need to make it okay, to help his father accept what has happened and make sure Sam is happy…but the pressure keeps multiplying and the fight may be more than any of them can stand.

A/Ns: For johnsgillygirl who purchased me in the last Sweet Charity auction. This is darkness (no real surprise there, coming from me) that goes darker than most of my stuff. It is a follow on to Splintered. It is not the end of this story. That will come before too long. You really need to read "Splintered" before reading this.

Warnings: Please read the warnings. There is incest involving all three Winchesters. It is not pretty. This is dub to non-con, depending on how you read Dean's choices and how they all play out. There is also consensual sexual activity. There is angst (which may be the biggest damn understatement in the world). Also, under-age (Sam is 16)


( Dean felt the panic inside, the same panic that had been picking away at him since Sam opened his mouth, since Sam had forced the whole thing to a head. )

Fandom:  Supernatural
Title:  Splintered, Part IV (Part I Here, Part II Here, Part III Here)
Characters/Pairing:  John/Dean, Dean/Sam, John/Dean/Sam
Rating:  VERY NC-17
Word Count:  20,787 (total)
Summary:  Dean is always in the middle, struggling to hold his family together, to take care of his father and Sam...no matter what that means...no matter what that costs.

Warnings & A/Ns:  Written for johnsgillygirl who bought me in the Sweet Charity Auction.  Please read the Pairings and understand that this includes father/son incest as well as brother incest.  This is also dubious con/non-con (depending on how you read Dean's choices) and contains under age sex (Dean's 16 when it begins.  Sam is 15 when sexual interaction begins with him).  This is dark and scary and creepy and not a John I'd like to encounter. 

Big thanks to my betas and hand holders: 

varkelton, ysbail, and shotofjack

Part Five Here